why my next video has been delayed #depression #dissociation
11I'm not doing well and I can't stand to watch myself acting all optimistic last week when I think and feel so differently right now. This is one of the problems with trying to batch-record videos in the limited time I have at an external space. It doesn't suit the instability of my psychology at all.
#depersonalization #depersonalisation #mentalillness #mentalhealth #disconnected #senseofself #dissociativeidentitydisorder #optimism #identity #psychology #dpdr #makingvideos #minivlog
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