Getting Real About How I Am Feeling.
4All 100% honesty, I am not into self pity and trust the Lord completely, but, it is what it is. Thank you for watching.
I haven't known many people in my life outside of my small family.
But, the ones I have known (just several people) are doing what suits them, rather than the right thing.
Communication means a lot to me, especially with my loneliness, I pray that God works in the hearts of those who decided to wash their hands of me.
I'm not a needy person either, quite the opposite, as I enjoy my own company more than most, it's really because of the amount of time being friendless, that's done this to me.
I have prayed numerous times for all the lonely people out there, without friends, without a relationship and so on.
May God have mercy on me, and those who I feel have let me down, because no one is perfect.
No one is responsible for my own happiness but myself, but, it still applies that other people's behaviour does have an affect, no one is immune.
We all have our own lives and problems to deal with.
But, enough is enough, I am laying it all at the cross, and standing my ground in Christ.
And waiting (quite rightly) for a breakthrough in my life, Amen.
God is an amazing God, praise him to the highest always, Amen.