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League of Legends (2009)

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i used to be a drug addict and i spent
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10 years destroying everyone
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and everything i was in jail
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and brought myself with jesus
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out of the mud and mire i feel the lord
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wants me to share
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but it's shameful
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sharing is shameful she feels a shame
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for him she feels like the world wants
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her to share but she feels is shameful
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well it's flip at the service right i
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mean your
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the challenge is you're you're stuck in
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your head and only thinking about
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everything that you went through and you
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wish you didn't and it's hard to share
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the story and
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and all that but when you can flip it to
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recognizing that hey your story might
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might change somebody's life or shift
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their perspective it's not about you
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anymore it's about them
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it's shameful as a
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ego centered thing you're in your own
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head
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so it's time to be selfless instead of
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selfish and get your message out there
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there you go hey debbie i'd like to
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share if you don't mind um
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you went through a lot of tests right
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debbie and so you're testing so now it's
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now your testimony
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and there's people out there who need to
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hear
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your story a redemption they need to
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hear your story redemption because
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sometimes when they hear that and you
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can think back for yourself
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sometimes when you in that place as a
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drug addict you almost feel
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you definitely feel helpless but you
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feel hopeless and by you giving people
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your story
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now you give them hope and you give them
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a chance that they can heal
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because they're going to say wow if you
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made it then i can make it and then
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think about this debbie
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how many times that you could have had
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an overdose or you could have died or
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maybe you had a couple of overdoses
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but you didn't die so why did the lord
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save you he saved you so that you could
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come back and save other people
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so you have a mission to save other
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people
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you have a story of redemption you have
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a story of forgiveness
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because they're going to need so how do
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i forgive myself
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and so even as you learn to um not be
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shameful because it's really not
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shameful you
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won you're still here you have
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you have a victory that you can share
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with other people
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and so because it's not about you
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anymore he saved you for a reason
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so that you can save other people so
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we need your story debbie and we love
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you
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he says amen thank you i am brave and i
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am stronger
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i am stronger having said yes and you're
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always going to get support when you
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come here
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you're always going to get support from
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us there's no judgment
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because we admire that you came through
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what you came through
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and went through what you went through
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and you came here and you shared
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and now we just need you to be that
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voice for other people out there who
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can't hear us but they can hear you
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because
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you know what they're going through you
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felt that
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we can't connect with them connect with
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that

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