STRANGER'S CREED - a chiptune thing
5birthday. people irl have asked me what i'm doing both for today and yesterday and my answer to both was pretty much just that i want to stay home and write and work on personal projects (i.e., chiptune, because nobody irl would ever in a million dillion years give a shit about that LOL). kinda just gonna stick around here for the day, i went to pick up groceries last night for the next few days because we're gonna get a good chunk of snow. we actually already had some snow a few days ago which was a pain to shovel and i fucked my back up AGAIN while doing it. there wasn't even a ton of snow, it was just heavy. anyways, i found it funny that there were so many people out last night buying flowers. legit, there is no way that the floral department of the average grocery store is profitable all year until valentine's day and maybe christmas. i've never had to buy flowers and honestly i don't anticipate that i ever will. i dunno, it's always seemed to me that the gift of flowers is the gifting-for-a-loved-one equivalent of a verbal platitude given situationally, y'know? like, the phrase "i'm sorry for your loss" means literally nothing - same goes for a lot of stock verbal expressions of love - because of how impersonal and overused they are. like, if you're gonna buy someone flowers, you'd be wise to at least research the meanings of certian plants and colors before doing so, because that at least allows things to be personalized a bit. or i dunno, maybe i'm just blissfully unaware, but i don't see the point of giving someone something that is not personal to them, but that might not hold the most weight coming from someone like me, lmao. i've never recieved flowers either, and surely so i would not want to be a cunt upon recieving such a thing, but maybe it's different.
a lot of these songs were written months ago -- more than half a year for some. i dunno, i scrapped a ton of shit that in some way or another wasn't good enough when preparing this. another original (singular) upload might be on the horizon sooner rather than later, and it'll be cool as fuck. trust the plan.
00:00 wasted tears
04:08 secluded animal
07:58 everything, anywhere
12:00 man in the dark
15:23 still there
19:46 stranger's creed
i guess that's the show for today. kinda tired, gonna go and make some eggs or somethin'. those egg white cartons are fucking insane, super good but i always intentionally overcook them because they get way too watery (bordering honestly on it feeling like the white didn't fully cook through) which makes them taste awful.
anyways
have a wonderful day, gentlemen. god bless.