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Sonic Heroes (2003)

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Trust me, my dad is working at Trick Nostalgie (aka. Lapxus-NEXUS)
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Fuuuck, to give a perspective on how much I worked on this damn thing - I started doing this immediately after YaoVergil video, thinking it couldn't take THAT long. As a result - personal life stuff happened and me having a creative attention span of a fucking goldfish. Didn't help that it was much more difficult than anticipated due to maneuvers of blue-blur and his furry friends. After that I'll be working on a update video of the channel as a whole and probably lay low for a while because university and such
It's crazy to think that my "lore" video got me so much traction, I initially wanted to release the update video as a 45+ sub special, but now... I'm at 65+ subs... Honestly, I don't strive for any goalposts. While having a community tab would be awesome for me both as an artist and a "memer", beyond that - I have no goals. I literally started this channel as my alt account and to post that HYEDL OP video because I saw that people were remaking KKHTA opening. Then, I wanted to do BotC stuff because no one really gives a shit about this game, hell some even hate it for being a gacha mobile game that stunted the story progression (and that one issue I can agree with). Slowly, I wanted to expose my artistic prowess and even got my hand in memes (and appreciated the effort that goes in them (aside from stealing art and calling it "content"). Now I'm partially recognised as Len'en content creator and while it's something I'm proud of (since I looked up to these people as a teen), I'm also extremely anxious. What if I won't be able to meet expectations, even mine? Who cares if my video will underperform - as long as a person likes it and appreciates my efforts I'll be satisfied. And I don't want to devolve into quick meme for the sake of the meme scheme too, I like doing things that require actual thought and effort. Even if I hated working on the video, at least I got a challenge myself. And it's not meme-issue either, I want to do so much stuff! Animations, PMVs, gameplay (if anybody cares at this point), guides (only botc I'm not a gamer), essays and more! Len'en... Basically saved my life, so I'll always sing my odes to it (unless JynX turns out a shitty person, I won't react THAT betrayed honestly, even though they're the last person I want to be exposed as someone horrible/scummy)
But there is an other issue that prevents me from releasing my heart out to Len'en - real life. I think the other reason why Len'en fanbase has dwindled besides BotC being a thing is that people simply grew up. I'm at my first year at university, and while things aren't THAT bad, I really need to prioritize my studies first, otherwise I won't make it into the world. I will occasionally post a thing or two - but that's mainly the reason why I don't post that often (more on that in the update video)
But ending on a high note... Thank you so much for even watching my videos, be it shitposts, art things or gameplay - I appreciate you all, peace!
(SPOILERS BELOW)
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Also, uh, not-so fun fact: the reason Ardey is metal sonic is because I got three of the facts WRONG. First fact that there is a last story where you fight against metal sonic (aka. metal madness), Second fact is that there is cheat-code that allows you to play as fake-metal versions of our heroes, and Third fact is that initially Metal Sonic was in a team with Mighty and Ray. I feel so stupid, sorry
#lore #memes #meme #touhou #len_en

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